The Hardest Part

Well, here I am sitting in the Sioux Falls airport waiting for my flight. I have gone through security and said see ya later to my loved ones. Yes tears were shed. But I'm an emotional person so I knew it would happen. 

As I sit here I got to thinking about all the things I'd miss and what the hardest part of leaving home will be.

1. I will miss being able to drive my car where I want when I want. We might take this for granted. I know I have now that I know I'll have to rely on public transportation for the most part.

2. My possessions! This sounds so selfish and greedy I know. But to limit myself for four months was challenging. I can see myself wanting that bracelet or those shoes or that shirt and coming to the realization that it is at home. It might be a humbling experience actually.

3. My dog. I might have shed a few tears saying see you later to her too. But think about it... You can't text your dog! Or follow them on facebook. Technology makes that easier with distance for family and friends. 

4. The hardest part about leaving home. Missing my family and friends. Yes it's a short period. Yes their is internet and phones. But I cherish the little things. The moments that can't be planned or expected. Along with big occasions like a dear friends sons birthday. He will be walking when I get back! And he can barely crawl now. Her kids are adorable. And I'm going to miss her. My friends from school. My brother and sister. My mom and dad.

I'm sure I will find more things I miss. But it helps you grow. And those family and friends will always be there when I get back. Technology makes things easier. And most of all, what brings me the most comfort... That I'm living out my dream of working for Disney. And that all those people are so proud and excited for me.